Caleb's Journal!

Wow... It's october!

What happened to september?

When is the talent show?

Where is my shoe?

I feel like I should run off and find the answer to one of the questions.

Back home, we have something called "senioritis," its what NY state kids get when they're no longer required to take math or science courses and end up spending most of the day chilling around the school.

I see that is nonexistant here.

Gosh darn freaking south!

I'm so happy! In a little while my uncle is gunna drive me to the airport to pick up my mother (who is freaking out) then we're going to the hospital and I'm gunna get two sets of stitches removed!

Yay!!!

[Private to Jason and JJ]
Mom wants to treat you both to dinner sometime this week, she calls you guys "My baby's heros" and I think she plans on fawning over the both of you.

im finally out of the hospital, but a hotel isnt much better. Hard to type, just wanted to thank people who sent me flowers.

[Private to JJ]
i kinda want to go to the store in a bit, jeff is koed, can you take me?

[Private to Jason]
hi

I love working at the movie theater! It's awesome! I get free popcorn and free tickets to any movie (can't bring guests until I've worked here a month or some stupid rule like that but then that will be a benefit too!) and my coworkers are so freaking awesome!

The only downside is that I work sorta latish and I have to pass a rough looking group in order to get back to JJ's. I might start driving to work (even though its only a few blocks away) if they seem to be an issue.

Inigo has just jumped up into my lap and started mewing at me, I'm sure that means "hey large pink thing, go put more processed deliciousness in my bowl" and since he's so utterly adorable I shall!

I've spent all morning rearranging lyrics of various songs to fit people. I can't tell you all of them but my favorite line thus far is My best friend Caleb says he's just being Riley.

part of me wants to go bother Jason (most of me) but he missed half a day of work cus of me yesterday, so I'll probably just stick around here for a few hours and restrain myself.

By the way, I'm back in town for the rest of the summer.

And I need to get a job.

It's been crazy here, but two main thingies have become apparent. First of all, my mom is okay with me being the way I am. Second of all, she's not okay with me being the way I am and going into public.

She got so worried she made me quit.

Basically she's freaking out about people hurting her baby cus they're ignorant freaks or something. The good thing is she thinks that GF is a safe place for me to be right now. So she might send me back earlier then originally stated.

Score ^.^

This song kind of fits my mood.

So last night, I got wasted. I didn't mean to. I didn't want to. But I did.

I was pissed off that mom was going to Mexico for a week and just assuming that I would watch the nibblets. Of course I am, but I'd like to be asked and not informed at the last minute. She's also staunchly not letting me stay anywhere but with a friend and a responsible adult, so all dreams of spending two weeks alone with Jason went poof. (Btw JJ, Mom wants to talk to your brother). So then after work Beck pulled me to the house of some guy she's been banging and we got wasted together.

Then we walked home and I got a bunch of bruises from tripping over everything between here and there. And I may have drunk dialed Jason. Or I thought I called him and I was just talking into my phone.

Then when I got home mom was freaking Angry, which made me angry and we actually argued. In the end I shouted that she shouldn't date guys who hate fags when her son is a fag then I think I passed out, or blacked out. Whatever.

I woke up this morning hungover to find out that mom left for mexico, and both Hope and Faith and possibly Grace know I'm gay (Faith seems more pissed off that I'm dating Jason). Luckily the rest were at some party. There was a note on the table saying I'll be lucky if I get to go back to school early.

Alcohol ruins summers. Even though I had fun while I was drunk I dont think the repercussions are worth it. And I lost my shirt.

A few months ago when I had raging homesickness, I was looking forward to coming home, but since then, I've changed my mind and now I have a rare disease.

School sickness.

I miss my boyfriend, I miss my friends, I miss my boyfriend, I miss classes, I even miss A Capella, I miss my best friend and did I mention that I miss my boyfriend?

I've finally gotten my own room, mom fixed up the attic so I get my own section and Becks has her own. It's cus we're almost old enough to marry (ha) or something like that. Its a good thing cus I can put up the picture Jason made me right by my bed.

Which reminds me Cake is my new favorite band, I've been listening to the mix Jason gave me almost non-stop (I love it!!!) and I've decided to listen to more Cake, among various other bands.

I got souvenirs for people from Disney land, it was fun even though Jeff and I had to share a room with Gerard (who is the spawn of Satan). I'ma hold on to them until I go back cus I don't think I can send them, also I have to see the reaction on JJ's face when I give him his present... -snickers-

So lately my mom has been saying weird stuff when she calls. Stuff like "oh Mr.Gerard came over the other day, he had dinner with us and he's just so amazing!" What really freaks me out is she talks about him like I talk about Jason. And Mr.Gerard is like... the biggest homophobe in our church.

I mean she's a grown woman and technically she has been single for quite sometime but... Mr.Gerard? He's ugly and old and he smells funny and he uses being loaded as an excuse to be mean to EVERYONE but my mom. Its suddenly making alot of sense. Scary type sense.

The woman has 8 children under 18! she should not be dating!

Should I be worried?

Yesterday morning I thought nothing could top my weekend, just going on a road trip for no reason whatsoever. Then when I thought my life couldn't any better, last night happened. Excuse me a moment while I spaz uncontrollably over my awesome boyfriend and my complete happiness. -spazes- ^.^

Moving on... sortof. While JJ and I were driving along I noticed two things that would have made the trip better. first of all, we could have actually gone to new orleans. (long story short, we ended up going elsewhere). second of all, more people could have come. Cus although JJ and I had some mad bonding time, it was boring when he fell asleep and also he doesn't have a license so I was stuck driving the whole time (Had radio control but was lacking in sleep). But alas, I could only fit three others in my car... well one after we convince Jason and Scott to go. So I was wondering if we could maybe orchestrate a mass trip and rent a van or something. Let me know what you guys think and whose up for it ^.^

You know what sucked? Sleeping in the car at a rest stop. Yes we saved money but when we woke up there was a creepy truck driver with it's hand in a place that I'm sure hasn't seen the light of day in years and was leering at us. It may have been a woman. Which makes it all the more worse. -shudders-

Seriously though. Mass road trip somewhere? anyone?

Well, I figured it was about time to post a journaly thing, I've been told about this but never made the effort to do anything about it.

So.... yeah. What do people write about in these things?

Theres new information on the species orrigin tugenensis out of East Africa. I've bought the new book about Lucy aka the first Austrolopithicus specimen ever that is over 40 percent complete. And I've just decided that I'm gunna shift from obsessing over myths to obsessing over early hominid species from Tschadnensis to homo habilis.

Why not homo erectus? Cus I can't say it without giggling like a loon.

excuse my mass murder of the spellings.

Before I go do other things I have one thing to say/scream loudly and make JJ mad at me

Indiana Jones Four I am so seeing it midnight weds night and pulling an all nighter so I won't miss class, or right after class thursday. CUS INDY RULES!

Also I had the awesomest of all awesome weekends, but I'm not gunna broadcast why on the internet.